They want to get to know me, 18years of living in that house and they know nothing about me ut my name, school and who I am wiht. Other then that they know nothing. Sad but true. So the next few weeks or month we are re-staring are relationship. Re starting are"family" they both feel that this is out of controle but feel this is the only way to really figure out who I am. I'v said i'm sorry for to long, and i'm done I am who I am. Yes there are things about myself I have to change and I have. I have changed a lot about my self. ( its all thanks to you) I have become the person I am most happy with, and I thik they will be too. I'm done with lieing to them, Done with hiding myself. I am who I am, and the next few weeks they will learn who that is. Most of you know who I truly am, Some more then others.
AM I a bad person? Stupid, goofy, crazy, outgoing, and sometimes in my own world. The people who know me best love that about me, and hopefully they will to, If not come graduation day, they never have to see me again. ( i'm done hiding behind a mask)

Don't let this be the end. Its going to be harder then I thought but worth it in the end... I can't lose you.

(Despite the walls you build, I’m here you don’t have to be on your own)