I'm not sure what I want to say

I am uncovering parts of myself that I was never aware of, and it’s all a bit overwhelming. Life has been throwing a lot of self-realization my way recently, and I often have trouble making it all out. I write. I talk to those I trust with my feelings. I listen to what others have to say and keep an open mind. Still, at the end of the day I only have myself to answer to. No paper. No pens. No people to validate my existence. And when I am alone with myself, I get the best look at who I am and who I am becoming. Keeping my head up, can't get the voice out of my head. I think that hardest part is waiting. I can't handle this much longer. I just want the voice to stop.