Not Letting my fears Hold Me back

Fear is trying to wrap its chains around me, and loss is attempting to have the last laugh. This only makes me more determined to carry on. It amazes me how a single day can contain so many emotions.  It’s beautiful and heartbreaking and real, and that is really all I could ask for.  The good comes with bad, and there is a certain freedom in not chemically altering what life throws my way.  I’m letting the waves carry me, and it’s making for one hell of a ride. I could get used to this 

Shit Happens not much you can do about it but lay back relax and enjoy the ride

10-9-08
today makes 3 :)