Today was it, i am my own best friend, Thinking back Who was truly there for me when shit hit the fan, Everyone left me when I lost everything. I bought a fucking bike to get to school every morning yet I lend my car to people so they don't miss school you took me home everyday and I thank you ..I really do.. but your first reaction was to break out when I told you the situation at home... and where were my "friends" when all this went down... oh yeah no where to be found.. and when my grandma past away where were my "friends" thats right making jokes..... about my situation... ,Who is truly here for me? No one... not one single person I call my "Friend" " best friend" and If one of you say you are FUCK YOU! you use me more then anything.. Rides.. money ... pay for your food.. and pay me back.. when? I mean I guess thats my own fault... I have paid for so much i guess you just assume its fine at this point.... I am honestly willing to do anything for the people in my life.. and I ask for one simple thing and no one is there to help... 2months people I rode a fucking Bike, to her house.. to school, to my adult school, and to my "friends" house.... But here I am every day after school taking a "friend" to there after school class just to make sure they graduate, who is truly here for me like I am for them... Not one of you mother fuckers...
I leave June 30th ... lets see how much shit changes then? Not a damn thing I'm sure..
Iloveyou. I wish I had a phone or something but I don't, so I can't talk to you.
ReplyDeleteMmm, fck everybody (including me). I want to say that I'm your friend but this blog clearly would give me a fuck you back , lmao.
What I can say is that I understand you when you say you feel like you've got no one.
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