REAL fucked up mood yesterday.. but this is for all he Love birds (;

Electronic Love

You have this ability.

The words that you write,

I can hear them as if you’re saying them.

The restrictions of technology do not apply to us,

A special situation, a plus. 

Everyday your electronic communication makes me feel like I’m on a rollercoaster,

Ups & downs, fast and slow, you fire me up like I’m in a toaster.

The vibration of my phone gives me hope that it’s you,

And when it isn’t, a feeling of disappointment runs through.

However, when I see your name and then a hey,

I feel like a young girl during the holidays who doesn’t know what to say.

Frozen, I sit thinking of the perfect response

That will make you as gitty as you make me, thus being at a loss,

For words.

But filled with such joyous emotions, it’s almost absurd.

They say you need webcams to make a visual connection,

But all I need is a smiley face in the form of a text, and I can visualize your smile, no exception.

Your “haha’s” get me excited,

That “Yes, I made her laugh,” I feel lighted.

When driving and texting you,

I turn the volume up and sing in hopes of having others see how happy I am, ask me why, and be able to say that it’s because of you.

But just as you give me happiness,

I can also share your sadness. 

And I feel that is the super glue in our bond,

Indistructable, so incredible, I question if this is all a con. 

Soon enough, I’ll find out the truth

Because we will now meet for the first time.

As excited as I am, I’m also experiencing fear,

That the truth has been masked by words like a wrongfully brought up boy does a tear.

However, when the time came,

It wasn’t even close to the same.

In fact, it was even more incredible than I had imagined it would be,

Because when we as two individuals came together, it created a magical we.

Your smile was even more beautiful than I had envisioned,

A truth that would act as a catalyst to joy, making me feel heightened. 

And as I left that day with a sense of elation,

I looked down at my phone to see your words, fabulous diction.

Reading, “I had a great time :)”,

My one lost soul, had come back, giving me feelings I’ll remember for a lifetime.

You see, you make “You’ve Got Mail” seem realistic,

And take away any possibility of me being heartsick.

The connection we have creates a whole new type of love,

Electronic love.

One that shows a true connection,

As two souls must use imagination and interpretation.

Taking ones words and imagining them saying them,

And when you can do that you have true love, a gem.

And I’m left smiling,

Colon, Parentheses, and I’m not dreaming.

I’m feeling.

Electronic Love.