yeah

I can't stay here anymore. I feel like I am at a stand still while the world I should be a part of is moving ahead. I don't want to stay here anymore. I hate most of my friends, the people I hang out with, the two extra people that live in this house with my parents and I. I'm tired of feeling like I am in a one sided relationship, I'm tired of coming home to nothing that is mine. I hate it here, before when I moved around a lot I hated it now I wish I could do it all over again I hate being in one spot over and over and over again. I hope this San Fran thing works out, I got into the Film school all i need now is the studio and I'm gone. I feel like I am in the twilight zone or ground hogs day. Waking up to the same thing everyday doing the same thing everyday. I'm

19 and have nothing to be proud of. Man i can't wait to change that.