Sunday, November 29, 2009

yeah


I can't stay here anymore. I feel like I am at a stand still while the world I should be a part of is moving ahead. I don't want to stay here anymore. I hate most of my friends, the people I hang out with, the two extra people that live in this house with my parents and I. I'm tired of feeling like I am in a one sided relationship, I'm tired of coming home to nothing that is mine. I hate it here, before when I moved around a lot I hated it now I wish I could do it all over again I hate being in one spot over and over and over again. I hope this San Fran thing works out, I got into the Film school all i need now is the studio and I'm gone. I feel like I am in the twilight zone or ground hogs day. Waking up to the same thing everyday doing the same thing everyday. I'm
19 and have nothing to be proud of. Man i can't wait to change that.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Give me time.

There was a point in my life when I asked myself:

What am I going to do?

How am I going to live?

And I realized that I wanted to do something great,

And I wanted to live a life filled with realization of happiness.

Because understand that my mindset does not make me happy.

My mindset allows me to see the fluorescent light bulb that my life is.

The pieces that come together to produce productive passion which we know as

Happiness.

Yes I have days when things go wrong.

Yes I have days where I am frustrated and remorseful.

But I realize that in the grand scheme of things,

My life is your favorite college classroom.

My life is the sum of greatness in all of Michelangelos’ masterpieces’.

From David to Adam,

My life is brilliantly benign.

My mindset does not bless me with the persistence of a

Hamster running on a wheel.

My mindset allows me to live in the moment while also striving for success.

It blesses me with purpose.

Now my definition of happiness and success are much different than yours.

But that is what makes us…us.

That is what makes living, breathing homo sapiens so enthralling.

The fact that each and everyone of us are

Shooting to reach different parts of the galaxy.

While you might want reach for the moon,

I want to see the Milky Way like it’s my backyard.

Not to say what you are striving for means any less,

But merely that they are different.

Each and every day we all go about our days with different initiatives.

Some of us do things for the now more than for the future,

While others do everything in order to achieve what they define to be success in the future.

But what we must all keep in mind is that failure in life is one thing that you can make impossible.

Following in the opposite footsteps of Adidas:

Impossible is Everything….

When you speak of failure.

Yes, you should work to maximize your potential in life.

But if you happen to fall short,

Realize that there is still success within perceived failure.

It’s simply your mindset which determines how you see it,

How you feel it.

Live life to live.

We all have a purpose.

And you can call it cliche,

But realize that cliche statements are simply past truths which have been recycled throughout time.

But they are still true.

So take that flame within you and transform it from a cigarette lighter to a forest fire.

Use your soul to access your cerebrum and create it’s twin.

Make life about living, not about simply being.

You are the one in control.

You are the one who can make that change.

Today, you can take that first step down a road of greatness.

And it may take a day or year,

But the more you believe that you hold the power

The less time it will take.

So now it’s your turn to ask yourself:

What am I going to do?

Thursday, November 12, 2009

#Kill_The_Flash!

http://www.flickr.com/photos/kristianna_photography/

What makes a good photo? What stands out to most people when they look at a picture? Do you look at some pictures and just feel motivated? Maybe its just me. When ever I look at an amazing picture i honestly get this feeling of excitement and motivation. Then I look at the next picture and a whole new feeling comes. I think thats why I enjoy photography. People take pictures to capture one moment in time they never want to forget. People take pictures to capture someone beauty ( I was going to say soul but sound creepy) But I mean its all true. Taking pictures is away to show other people how you view something. I can't wait to have my own studio and inspire others with my pictures. Sounds soooooo corny I know but I mean thats why people make art to inspire others. I'm not calling myself and artist or a photographer just saying how I feel when I look and take a picture. Its all just an amazing and fun hobby. Oh how I love it.

KILL THE FLASH
~Red

Saturday, November 7, 2009

man oh man

no matter what that will never change.


ahhh man life throwing me another curve ball huh? Lets see what happens with this one. Hopefully I hit it out the park and some lucky fan in the stands will catch the ball.

damn. if only. .-.