My breaking point.

May 27th 1943 – January 15th 2009
Always and Forever, I miss you soo much and It hurts more and more every day that you're not here anymore... I love you more then anything, I know I will see you again soon, I wish I knew what to say, I want to run round till the pain goes away, I want to stop hearing my mothers voice replaying in my head.. I don't want to cry anymore... I don't want to feel alone anymore.. I can't handle the fact that she is gone.. all I want to do is make her proud look down at us with a smile on her face telling everyone up there with her she has the best grand daughter anyone could ever ask for...
I miss you more then anything



A Month ago today, it all came rushing back, this was the boy, this one the kid you had to know.. school isn't the same without him.. we miss you kid.. I miss you.. I could really use you right now to Cheer me up,
"It is strange how the people you've know for a short amount of time have the biggest impact on your life."-Benjamin Button



Life is neither fair or unfair. Our standards for what we think it should be give our daily happenings the illusion of being just or unjust. But life is simply life. It is constantly flowing, and doesn’t wait for anyone. We can remain in the rapids, holding on to pieces of driftwood and wreckage; or we can let the current carry us wherever it wishes. Eventually, we will end up  there anyway. It’s just so much easier to avoid having to catch up. The past is dead, and there is nothing that anyone can do to resurrect it. Life often has a way of disappointing us, and nothing will ever change that. The most we can do is learn from everything that comes our way and make the moment that we have one of value.