I can't Complain I Can't Worry, my number one favorite day is to day New Years Ev!. Its and End to a New beginning. I am so excited for today (more so tonight) No one will bring me down in 2009, let me tell you right now. I don't have a resolution for 2009, my only goal is to live as if this is my last year on earth. I graduate this year, I move out this year, I got my movie deal, so i start making movies this year. 2009 is all about Improving myself. By improving myself I can be all i need and want to be. No more slacking off, no more life and school is a joke, No more anger less arguments, less fights and less struggles. To day is the day I stop becoming the traveling man I was in 2008 and put my luggage. I am ready for what the New Year is going to bring weather it is good or bad I am ready and more then excited to be a part of it. I did love 2008 more then any other year that I can remember. It's only right that I bring This year with a BANG! and that is exactly what I am doing.
08 its to late your done
I will see all of you in 2009
I love YOU!
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Word For Word
You've got the best of both worlds
You're the kind of girl who can take down a man,
And lift him back up again
You are strong but you're needy,
Humble but you're greedy
and Based on your body language,
and shotty cursive I've been reading
You're style is quite selective,
though your mind is rather reckless
Well I guess it just suggests
that this is just what happiness is
And what a beautiful mess this is
It's like picking up trash in dresses
Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you write
Kind of turn themselves into knives
And don't mind my nerve you could call it fiction
But I like being submerged in your contradictions dear
'Cause here we are, here we are
Although you are biased I love your advice
Your comebacks they're quick
And probably have to do with your insecurities
There's no shame in being crazy,
Depending on how you take these
Words, I'm paraphrasing, this relationship we're staging
And what a beautiful mess this is
It's like picking up trash in dresses
Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you say
Kind of turn themselves into blades
kind and courteous is the life I've heard
But it's nice to say that we played in the dirt oh dear
Cause here we are, here we are
Here we are
We're still here
what a beautiful mess this is
it's like taking a guess when the only answer is yes.
and through timeless words and priceless pictures
we'll fly like birds not of this earth
and tides they turn and hearts disfigure
but that's no concern when we're wounded together
and we tore our dresses and stained our shirts
but it's nice today
Oh, the wait was so worth it.
You're the kind of girl who can take down a man,
And lift him back up again
You are strong but you're needy,
Humble but you're greedy
and Based on your body language,
and shotty cursive I've been reading
You're style is quite selective,
though your mind is rather reckless
Well I guess it just suggests
that this is just what happiness is
And what a beautiful mess this is
It's like picking up trash in dresses
Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you write
Kind of turn themselves into knives
And don't mind my nerve you could call it fiction
But I like being submerged in your contradictions dear
'Cause here we are, here we are
Although you are biased I love your advice
Your comebacks they're quick
And probably have to do with your insecurities
There's no shame in being crazy,
Depending on how you take these
Words, I'm paraphrasing, this relationship we're staging
And what a beautiful mess this is
It's like picking up trash in dresses
Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you say
Kind of turn themselves into blades
kind and courteous is the life I've heard
But it's nice to say that we played in the dirt oh dear
Cause here we are, here we are
Here we are
We're still here
what a beautiful mess this is
it's like taking a guess when the only answer is yes.
and through timeless words and priceless pictures
we'll fly like birds not of this earth
and tides they turn and hearts disfigure
but that's no concern when we're wounded together
and we tore our dresses and stained our shirts
but it's nice today
Oh, the wait was so worth it.
Sunday, December 28, 2008
good bye 2008
The End 2008!
What can I say... What a year right? I know most people don't care what I have to say about the year... But I always have something to say my good bye to the year,
2008 wasn't all that bad...it had its highs and its lows.... its ups and downs. From What I can remember this year has brought me..... Everything,
This time last year I found the love of my life "Lilow" aka "Lila" for you who don't know she is, it my Beautiful car :), think about it, have the shit that went on this year was in my car. I wouldn't of met half the people I did without my car, The people that mean the most to me now wouldn't of been the same if I didn't drive to there house at 9:00 in the morning asking them to go to breakfast. Long Drives Listening, talking, laughing, joking, random drives to the beach, random get away from crazy people in Van's (even though that wasn't in my car), Burt Missions that turned out to be amazing stories, Learning how to drive, Learning how to Drive like Tanner, Meeting new people, Dropping random people at the Girl Friends house, hook ups, Picking people up from the Airport and wind up driving 160 miles the wring way ending up at 6flags. Old relationships started a new one. Stupid GPS that doesn't take you where you need to go. My first Car accident. MY 18th Birthday What more can I say My car made my 2008. Sining "Lay your Body Down"," Love" any Cartel song, Paula Abdul, any 112 song, Hot Boxing the Car, Bas Dieing in the Back, Tanner Driving us to Crenshaw trying to get us to Hooters in San Monica. Racing Up Winnetka,Playing Hostage, First Time getting Pulled over. Thats not even half of what went on this year in that car of mine. But again without my car I have no idea what my year would of been like.
~ 2008 brought out my weakness too, almost at the point of having control of all emotions being what I wanted "Emotionless" noting can get to me if I had that, my Family made it almost impossible, verbal abuse my own dad calling me a fagot behind my back, "tell your Lesbian daughter she doesn't know what she's talking about", all the fights, the running away, the tears fears and disappointment. 2008 brought out the worst in my emotions. Not as bad as 06 or 07 but they brought them out in ways I never thought possible. Summer of 08 telling everyone I was moving out, planning with Amanda telling her I get top bunk. ( moving in with her) now that the year is almost over I'm gaining my control all over again. Whatever is said I take it in one year and out the other. They can only say so much after a while it gets old. I grew up that stuff they say can only hurt for so long. soo Good bye 2008 and all the emotion's you brought with you. Family is a hard subject for me, But this year I felt I was more open about my feeling for them and the emotional ride I have been threw. The people who know me best know the stuff that went on in 2008 with them. But enough about that moving on
~The Best PART!!! My Love, My Friends, My "Fantastically Fucked Up Family". I LOVE each and everyone more of you more then any of you know. The Crazy Shit half of us went threw, meeting my best friend, l lost my best friend. My First RElationship in 2
years.
~Tanner My best friend for life, My brother! 2008 brought us a crazy year, from New Years day itself!! haha Vincent Drunk Burning the Meat getting us kicked out the first room. Brie being...well Brie. you and I leaving taking Alley home then sleeping on your floor till 11 59 and waking up screaming out side "HAPPY NEW YEAR!" The Drunk phone call from EVERYONE!! I remember that day like it was yesterday dude. Haha, Then the year went on from there, we had crazy smoke sessions with Jeremy, Crazy Joy Rides Threw Valley Circle, Breakfast at 8 in the morning burt missions, Brother sister talks, bring me out of my most needing of times. You made me grow up and wake up of all the shit that went on in the last two years. Threw out the Year I can't lie there were times where I felt like you just didn't care as much as you did, where I felt I needed you most and I couldn't run to you for answers. You're way more then My best Friend to me You're my Brother my Family and I know No matter what that will never change. This year brought us closer and further away at the same time. Things went on this year where the both of us changed 150% are priorities changed, at the time it was hard to realize but now i understand, Suck a girly little bullet point huh? L0L but I love you dude and No matter what Each year since what 2005? you have been there for me more then anyone else!
~Amanda! I love you The End L0L I met you well re met you New YEar Eve of last year. Threw Tanner WE came to your house to tell you this stupid plan we had for the Night then we left. New Years past a few weeks past then we hung out again. Weird at first Then I slowly start coming over more, You, Tanner, Dave, Ana ad Myself all started to hang out slowly started becoming less weird. We all hung out at the Beach That one Day When Tanner was still with Neaz. I told everyone I was going to take my behind the wheel test, you told me to text you if i past. After that It was all over from there. haha I think we hung out every other day after that. Randomly come to you're house after school, Then Tuesdays Beach BBQ Tuesdays came around. Haha ( Miss that like Crazy) I can't go to the beach with out you there or thinking about some random shit or random missions we had to the beach. Were bored lets go to the beach, hungry lets go to the beach, want to hang out lets drive up and down PCH. You Became my Best Friend after a few times hanging out. I talked to you about shit I don't usually do with people. Random Ichat's, A lot of Random Shit!. Came to your house every morning to wake you up and go to breakfast. Told you about every girl I was talking to, every stupid mistake I made with them. Told you every stupid story there is to know about me, And this is all the School year of 08, Then came Summer. Man What a fucking Summer it was!!! One of the Best Summers ever!!. I don't even remember the first part of summer all I know its to much to write in the tiny ass blog hahah It was so much fun. I love you and 2008 just made us the way we are my Best Friend! The one person no matter what or how long we go without hanging out, when we come back its like we never stopped hanging out. I hope 2009 brings the same thing.. No I know it will Prom and Graduation! oh man it should be an amazing year!.
~YUSEF!!!! My main skeez, I love you so much, 07 was you and I year i don't care what you have to say I would of been nothing in 2008 if it wasn't for you! I know this is and 08 post but 08 wouldn't of been here for me if it wasn't for you. You listened to every word ever cry every thought every thing. 2008 something went on with you and I and out of no where I missed you in 08. I know If I needed you you were always there, and The same went for you. i missed you a lot in 08 and i'm taking you with me in 09 weather you like it or not slut!
~Noodle You're in this too, (no homo) I love you dude, i missed you in 2008 I really did we were super chill back in the day L0L and i missed that a lot this year, but its all good, 2009 is here and were going to make this an awesome year, weather you like it or not!! my random emails of stupid stuff I saw around the world of you're name "Noodle" weird but hey made it work. Ditched Class Picked up you and Dez Went to universal saw my driving with no hands skills, L0L Free sLurpy day!! 7/11! haha,Six Flags Amazing, Random Times at The Arena -__- still have the pictures of the stripers. Crazy Story time, Are Camp out haha do it all over again in 09?
~Precious, We didn't even know each other the starting of the year. But I remember the first time I saw you like it was yesterday. I know you and I talk about it all the time, but the day replays in my head almost everyday, and That was only the first time I saw you Face to Face, We didn't say to words I said Hello To three other people and then just walked away. And Then we met. In Front of Taft, Why i was there i still Don't remember. I know It was You're Birthday ( i know that now) but at that time it was just another day to me. I started doing this weird Hello This with Bass, We started Talking then he brought you over, introduced me and then we started talking about piercing, Brie back came up first then you showed me you're neck. You were getting ready to leave I said bye To bass then Put my hand out to Shake you're hand.. and you hugged me good bye, Haha If only you saw the look on my face. Then you walked away. I really felt that was the last time i would of ever really see you. Now that we met I guessed If were ran into each other we would say Hello and good bye, Then you found my on Myspace haha I smiled and added you. I swear 15min Latter you commented me, Rawr <3 Hi, darling.On May 10th ( I looked it up) then within 3 comments I got you're Screen name. Haha We talked everyday Then I invited you to my house. Amanda and Kailey, Found out You couldn't swim so we went back to my room. You took my computer and re organize it. haha I left you in my room alone! L0L But it was okay I didn't think much of it. Then Came are Random hang outs, Are Build A bear, Then The Prom after thing. I don't even remember how that came up or why you came with me. I just remember it didn't work out We left in the middle of the movie then tried to sleep in my car, then you Randomly said lets go back to your house. Again not thinking much of it, we were just friends. My Stupid Remark then I woke up " I'm surprised my pants are still on" hahah I never meant it in any other way then I don't sleep in my Jeans. From then on, i thought you and I would of been only Friends, i would come to you about any girl, any problem, to hang out randomly, I Don't remember when I started to Have feelings for you, I just remember when Amanda and Ana would call me a punk for not making the first move, or teeling you how I felt. I didn't know if you felt the same way.I loved every second of hanging out with you. Being around you always made( and Still does) me happy. I have never been nervous around someone I had feelings for, ever. But I have told you from day one that my feeling and actions towards you were always different Then any other girl. Then The day came where you took me to Jackie's pad, i didn't think much of it till that night where you were explaining things to me about how you don't bring people to her house and how it means something to you if you do, and Then I got to meet her Family and stuff, Small things like that mean the most, if it means something to you enough to bring me along means something to me too, and It made me...really excited that you invited me to something like that. After all that we started talking more into relationships,then the day came where you made me yours 10 - 9 - 08, MY first relationship in 2 years. I may not act like it all the time but I love being with you, My relationship with you had been like no other girl. You make me smile, make me happy. make me feel like no one else has. I tell you everyday or show you everyday how you make me feel. The end of 2008 meant a lot more to me then you think. Only reason for that was of you. I'm Leaving 08 behind and Bring in 09 with you. You made the end of 08 meaning full, something I can hold on too, something I can look back on and be like Damn what a year, I look at you as more then just my Girl friend, You're one of my best Friends, I made you a big part of my life, and I can't see me doing much without you apart of it. No matter What happens between you and I you were(are) my Friend first, and you will always have this special part in my heart ( corny) But you mean a lot more then you think. I still to this day don't understand why you're with me or the feelings you have for me, but I hope one day or at anytime you look back at you and I or look at me and Feel what I feel. That " wow I picked the right one" Thank you with everything for making my 2008 the best it could be Hopefully 2009 brings us that much closer. <3
~Danni, 2008 Just like Tanner Right From the start it was crazy, you Taking care of Brie, Leaving to Morepark, Driving back to sleep in the hotel. You getting us pulled over speeding, you did get us out of a big ass ticket tho haha, Cray Missions, Getting me home in 7 min from Morepark in the fog. Kick backs Drug bust. New Cars Old Cars, 2008 was that much better with you in it! Love you dude
~Dez!!! ahhh Niglet! I Love you dude.. My Little Brother. Haha My best jokes and funniest times have been when you were around. My 08 year was so much fun from the start with you me and Tanner on Random days. Summer or 08 we got back to (no homo) being us again, My summer emotion wise would of been -_- wow what would I have done If you didn't have the random pick me ups L0L. I love you dude I really do and at times we drift but we always find are ways back. I'll see you in 09 dude!
~Jackie, :) first time I met you was at Chipotle and I was going to Take Precious back to you're house and you were trying to give me directions haha, Then I met you a few more times's then we were friends, You're so dope, you call me every morning to wake me up for school haha ah At are Birthday Hotel thing haha so much fun, and MY drunk Friend "BoB" the balloon in my car for you're birthday, I met you like a few month before all that and Im acting like you and Precious have been in my life all this time, im glad you were in my 2008, and I know you will be in my 09 as well
~Ana! I Love you, You made me laugh every time we were together, you're personality was amazing, i miss you more then anything at the start of 2008 were always together and now we can't even say to words to each other, Hopefully 09 isn't the same. Haha you were the one calling me a punk for not making the first move, Told me to kiss her as we droped her off that one Night Amanda was driving my car and i was sitting in the back with her and we dropped her off at some Girls house, You said " kiss her on the check" haha you never let me live it down, and When I made the first move you were the first person I texted saying "I did it!" hahah I love you!
~Summer of 2008!!! speechless. The Best Summer EVER! Rock The Bells MY 18th Birthday. Met amazing people Karla, Cassie,Amanda S, Kaliey, Gian, Alex, Ralph, Nima, Ev, Auston, Maluesakins, Neaz, Justion, Jution, Navz, Ana, The Clingy one! Amazing!, Jeco, Terry, Brie, Bree, Jenn, Brea, Ade, Marko, Jon Tate, Frankie, Jesse , Renard, Jackie I know there is more again, Random parties, puzzles at Nimas house, Kicked out of anywhere and everywhere we went. Beach trips, "summer love", "Summer Break Ups", summer let downs and summer pick me ups. Hang overs (not for me) First time +_+ yeah L0L hostage (best game) Boxing in the back yard random days at Amandas pad, laying next to her. out all night sleep 20min of the day do it all over again the next day. fights, make ups, tears, smiles, laughs, joy and pain. Summer of 08 went by way to fast. Summer job ( why we weren't fired I will never understand) Drunk Hooks up, Cops at Alex door. People Passing out. People Hooking up, People Letting go, people moving on, Trust, Lost of Trust, The Truth, The lies, The secrets, The heat!, The shade, The Shady-ness. The good byes and the Hellos Haha man Summer of 08 went by so fast im just saying anything that pop's into my head. P.S Schrody!! i love you and I didn't see much of you when 08 started but as it started to end i saw you more and more, you will be in my life 09! L0L Ressa you too!
2008 was one Hell of a year. Another year that I will Never forget. I love Each And Everyone of you more then anything And I know That With out any of you My year would of been nothing. I love every single thing that went on this year. And Thank you Every single person that lived ever moment with me, ever second.
2009 Here I come
I love you!
Kristianna :p
What can I say... What a year right? I know most people don't care what I have to say about the year... But I always have something to say my good bye to the year,
2008 wasn't all that bad...it had its highs and its lows.... its ups and downs. From What I can remember this year has brought me..... Everything,
This time last year I found the love of my life "Lilow" aka "Lila" for you who don't know she is, it my Beautiful car :), think about it, have the shit that went on this year was in my car. I wouldn't of met half the people I did without my car, The people that mean the most to me now wouldn't of been the same if I didn't drive to there house at 9:00 in the morning asking them to go to breakfast. Long Drives Listening, talking, laughing, joking, random drives to the beach, random get away from crazy people in Van's (even though that wasn't in my car), Burt Missions that turned out to be amazing stories, Learning how to drive, Learning how to Drive like Tanner, Meeting new people, Dropping random people at the Girl Friends house, hook ups, Picking people up from the Airport and wind up driving 160 miles the wring way ending up at 6flags. Old relationships started a new one. Stupid GPS that doesn't take you where you need to go. My first Car accident. MY 18th Birthday What more can I say My car made my 2008. Sining "Lay your Body Down"," Love" any Cartel song, Paula Abdul, any 112 song, Hot Boxing the Car, Bas Dieing in the Back, Tanner Driving us to Crenshaw trying to get us to Hooters in San Monica. Racing Up Winnetka,Playing Hostage, First Time getting Pulled over. Thats not even half of what went on this year in that car of mine. But again without my car I have no idea what my year would of been like.
~ 2008 brought out my weakness too, almost at the point of having control of all emotions being what I wanted "Emotionless" noting can get to me if I had that, my Family made it almost impossible, verbal abuse my own dad calling me a fagot behind my back, "tell your Lesbian daughter she doesn't know what she's talking about", all the fights, the running away, the tears fears and disappointment. 2008 brought out the worst in my emotions. Not as bad as 06 or 07 but they brought them out in ways I never thought possible. Summer of 08 telling everyone I was moving out, planning with Amanda telling her I get top bunk. ( moving in with her) now that the year is almost over I'm gaining my control all over again. Whatever is said I take it in one year and out the other. They can only say so much after a while it gets old. I grew up that stuff they say can only hurt for so long. soo Good bye 2008 and all the emotion's you brought with you. Family is a hard subject for me, But this year I felt I was more open about my feeling for them and the emotional ride I have been threw. The people who know me best know the stuff that went on in 2008 with them. But enough about that moving on
~The Best PART!!! My Love, My Friends, My "Fantastically Fucked Up Family". I LOVE each and everyone more of you more then any of you know. The Crazy Shit half of us went threw, meeting my best friend, l lost my best friend. My First RElationship in 2
years.
~Tanner My best friend for life, My brother! 2008 brought us a crazy year, from New Years day itself!! haha Vincent Drunk Burning the Meat getting us kicked out the first room. Brie being...well Brie. you and I leaving taking Alley home then sleeping on your floor till 11 59 and waking up screaming out side "HAPPY NEW YEAR!" The Drunk phone call from EVERYONE!! I remember that day like it was yesterday dude. Haha, Then the year went on from there, we had crazy smoke sessions with Jeremy, Crazy Joy Rides Threw Valley Circle, Breakfast at 8 in the morning burt missions, Brother sister talks, bring me out of my most needing of times. You made me grow up and wake up of all the shit that went on in the last two years. Threw out the Year I can't lie there were times where I felt like you just didn't care as much as you did, where I felt I needed you most and I couldn't run to you for answers. You're way more then My best Friend to me You're my Brother my Family and I know No matter what that will never change. This year brought us closer and further away at the same time. Things went on this year where the both of us changed 150% are priorities changed, at the time it was hard to realize but now i understand, Suck a girly little bullet point huh? L0L but I love you dude and No matter what Each year since what 2005? you have been there for me more then anyone else!
~Amanda! I love you The End L0L I met you well re met you New YEar Eve of last year. Threw Tanner WE came to your house to tell you this stupid plan we had for the Night then we left. New Years past a few weeks past then we hung out again. Weird at first Then I slowly start coming over more, You, Tanner, Dave, Ana ad Myself all started to hang out slowly started becoming less weird. We all hung out at the Beach That one Day When Tanner was still with Neaz. I told everyone I was going to take my behind the wheel test, you told me to text you if i past. After that It was all over from there. haha I think we hung out every other day after that. Randomly come to you're house after school, Then Tuesdays Beach BBQ Tuesdays came around. Haha ( Miss that like Crazy) I can't go to the beach with out you there or thinking about some random shit or random missions we had to the beach. Were bored lets go to the beach, hungry lets go to the beach, want to hang out lets drive up and down PCH. You Became my Best Friend after a few times hanging out. I talked to you about shit I don't usually do with people. Random Ichat's, A lot of Random Shit!. Came to your house every morning to wake you up and go to breakfast. Told you about every girl I was talking to, every stupid mistake I made with them. Told you every stupid story there is to know about me, And this is all the School year of 08, Then came Summer. Man What a fucking Summer it was!!! One of the Best Summers ever!!. I don't even remember the first part of summer all I know its to much to write in the tiny ass blog hahah It was so much fun. I love you and 2008 just made us the way we are my Best Friend! The one person no matter what or how long we go without hanging out, when we come back its like we never stopped hanging out. I hope 2009 brings the same thing.. No I know it will Prom and Graduation! oh man it should be an amazing year!.
~YUSEF!!!! My main skeez, I love you so much, 07 was you and I year i don't care what you have to say I would of been nothing in 2008 if it wasn't for you! I know this is and 08 post but 08 wouldn't of been here for me if it wasn't for you. You listened to every word ever cry every thought every thing. 2008 something went on with you and I and out of no where I missed you in 08. I know If I needed you you were always there, and The same went for you. i missed you a lot in 08 and i'm taking you with me in 09 weather you like it or not slut!
~Noodle You're in this too, (no homo) I love you dude, i missed you in 2008 I really did we were super chill back in the day L0L and i missed that a lot this year, but its all good, 2009 is here and were going to make this an awesome year, weather you like it or not!! my random emails of stupid stuff I saw around the world of you're name "Noodle" weird but hey made it work. Ditched Class Picked up you and Dez Went to universal saw my driving with no hands skills, L0L Free sLurpy day!! 7/11! haha,Six Flags Amazing, Random Times at The Arena -__- still have the pictures of the stripers. Crazy Story time, Are Camp out haha do it all over again in 09?
~Precious, We didn't even know each other the starting of the year. But I remember the first time I saw you like it was yesterday. I know you and I talk about it all the time, but the day replays in my head almost everyday, and That was only the first time I saw you Face to Face, We didn't say to words I said Hello To three other people and then just walked away. And Then we met. In Front of Taft, Why i was there i still Don't remember. I know It was You're Birthday ( i know that now) but at that time it was just another day to me. I started doing this weird Hello This with Bass, We started Talking then he brought you over, introduced me and then we started talking about piercing, Brie back came up first then you showed me you're neck. You were getting ready to leave I said bye To bass then Put my hand out to Shake you're hand.. and you hugged me good bye, Haha If only you saw the look on my face. Then you walked away. I really felt that was the last time i would of ever really see you. Now that we met I guessed If were ran into each other we would say Hello and good bye, Then you found my on Myspace haha I smiled and added you. I swear 15min Latter you commented me, Rawr <3 Hi, darling.On May 10th ( I looked it up) then within 3 comments I got you're Screen name. Haha We talked everyday Then I invited you to my house. Amanda and Kailey, Found out You couldn't swim so we went back to my room. You took my computer and re organize it. haha I left you in my room alone! L0L But it was okay I didn't think much of it. Then Came are Random hang outs, Are Build A bear, Then The Prom after thing. I don't even remember how that came up or why you came with me. I just remember it didn't work out We left in the middle of the movie then tried to sleep in my car, then you Randomly said lets go back to your house. Again not thinking much of it, we were just friends. My Stupid Remark then I woke up " I'm surprised my pants are still on" hahah I never meant it in any other way then I don't sleep in my Jeans. From then on, i thought you and I would of been only Friends, i would come to you about any girl, any problem, to hang out randomly, I Don't remember when I started to Have feelings for you, I just remember when Amanda and Ana would call me a punk for not making the first move, or teeling you how I felt. I didn't know if you felt the same way.I loved every second of hanging out with you. Being around you always made( and Still does) me happy. I have never been nervous around someone I had feelings for, ever. But I have told you from day one that my feeling and actions towards you were always different Then any other girl. Then The day came where you took me to Jackie's pad, i didn't think much of it till that night where you were explaining things to me about how you don't bring people to her house and how it means something to you if you do, and Then I got to meet her Family and stuff, Small things like that mean the most, if it means something to you enough to bring me along means something to me too, and It made me...really excited that you invited me to something like that. After all that we started talking more into relationships,then the day came where you made me yours 10 - 9 - 08, MY first relationship in 2 years. I may not act like it all the time but I love being with you, My relationship with you had been like no other girl. You make me smile, make me happy. make me feel like no one else has. I tell you everyday or show you everyday how you make me feel. The end of 2008 meant a lot more to me then you think. Only reason for that was of you. I'm Leaving 08 behind and Bring in 09 with you. You made the end of 08 meaning full, something I can hold on too, something I can look back on and be like Damn what a year, I look at you as more then just my Girl friend, You're one of my best Friends, I made you a big part of my life, and I can't see me doing much without you apart of it. No matter What happens between you and I you were(are) my Friend first, and you will always have this special part in my heart ( corny) But you mean a lot more then you think. I still to this day don't understand why you're with me or the feelings you have for me, but I hope one day or at anytime you look back at you and I or look at me and Feel what I feel. That " wow I picked the right one" Thank you with everything for making my 2008 the best it could be Hopefully 2009 brings us that much closer. <3
~Danni, 2008 Just like Tanner Right From the start it was crazy, you Taking care of Brie, Leaving to Morepark, Driving back to sleep in the hotel. You getting us pulled over speeding, you did get us out of a big ass ticket tho haha, Cray Missions, Getting me home in 7 min from Morepark in the fog. Kick backs Drug bust. New Cars Old Cars, 2008 was that much better with you in it! Love you dude
~Dez!!! ahhh Niglet! I Love you dude.. My Little Brother. Haha My best jokes and funniest times have been when you were around. My 08 year was so much fun from the start with you me and Tanner on Random days. Summer or 08 we got back to (no homo) being us again, My summer emotion wise would of been -_- wow what would I have done If you didn't have the random pick me ups L0L. I love you dude I really do and at times we drift but we always find are ways back. I'll see you in 09 dude!
~Jackie, :) first time I met you was at Chipotle and I was going to Take Precious back to you're house and you were trying to give me directions haha, Then I met you a few more times's then we were friends, You're so dope, you call me every morning to wake me up for school haha ah At are Birthday Hotel thing haha so much fun, and MY drunk Friend "BoB" the balloon in my car for you're birthday, I met you like a few month before all that and Im acting like you and Precious have been in my life all this time, im glad you were in my 2008, and I know you will be in my 09 as well
~Ana! I Love you, You made me laugh every time we were together, you're personality was amazing, i miss you more then anything at the start of 2008 were always together and now we can't even say to words to each other, Hopefully 09 isn't the same. Haha you were the one calling me a punk for not making the first move, Told me to kiss her as we droped her off that one Night Amanda was driving my car and i was sitting in the back with her and we dropped her off at some Girls house, You said " kiss her on the check" haha you never let me live it down, and When I made the first move you were the first person I texted saying "I did it!" hahah I love you!
~Summer of 2008!!! speechless. The Best Summer EVER! Rock The Bells MY 18th Birthday. Met amazing people Karla, Cassie,Amanda S, Kaliey, Gian, Alex, Ralph, Nima, Ev, Auston, Maluesakins, Neaz, Justion, Jution, Navz, Ana, The Clingy one! Amazing!, Jeco, Terry, Brie, Bree, Jenn, Brea, Ade, Marko, Jon Tate, Frankie, Jesse , Renard, Jackie I know there is more again, Random parties, puzzles at Nimas house, Kicked out of anywhere and everywhere we went. Beach trips, "summer love", "Summer Break Ups", summer let downs and summer pick me ups. Hang overs (not for me) First time +_+ yeah L0L hostage (best game) Boxing in the back yard random days at Amandas pad, laying next to her. out all night sleep 20min of the day do it all over again the next day. fights, make ups, tears, smiles, laughs, joy and pain. Summer of 08 went by way to fast. Summer job ( why we weren't fired I will never understand) Drunk Hooks up, Cops at Alex door. People Passing out. People Hooking up, People Letting go, people moving on, Trust, Lost of Trust, The Truth, The lies, The secrets, The heat!, The shade, The Shady-ness. The good byes and the Hellos Haha man Summer of 08 went by so fast im just saying anything that pop's into my head. P.S Schrody!! i love you and I didn't see much of you when 08 started but as it started to end i saw you more and more, you will be in my life 09! L0L Ressa you too!
2008 was one Hell of a year. Another year that I will Never forget. I love Each And Everyone of you more then anything And I know That With out any of you My year would of been nothing. I love every single thing that went on this year. And Thank you Every single person that lived ever moment with me, ever second.
2009 Here I come
I love you!
Kristianna :p
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